Well Baseball season is back which is always good news for me, the not so good news is once again I am not sleeping much due to the time difference and the weird hours the games are coming on. This will probably be my last blog due to the fact that I am coming home next week, I guess this is the blog were I talk about what God has done in my live the things hes has taught me etc. Well coming here I thought I would come home with clear direction on the next step of my life I thought I would be ready to be putting down routes here in the Philippines but after two months I am more clueless now then I was before. Two nights ago I was laying in bed and just could not sleep and like a ton of bricks God hit me with something he had dropped in my spirit during my time in Trinidad as I laid in bed he spoke the word "Haiti" to me I got up right away and went outside to pray. I had allot of questions because I really felt that this trip was going to be my last kinda shorter trip. Now I just have no Idea other then the fact that I wont be coming back here as soon as I had originally thought. What I do know is that I am not ready to make a career of this missionary thing it is allot harder then I would have guessed I have a ton to learn still. So maybe some more shorter trips is what I need maybe I need to work for a year and begin to establish myself in the real world I am not sure time and prayer are really the only things that will tell. What I do know is that when i go again it will be Haiti. I don't really know what else to say I have learned allot but its gonna take me some time to sort through it not to sure how to put it in words, so I love Y'all and I will see you soon.
God Bless
Cam
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